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Merry Christmas!!!!!



December 25, 2008

1. Get a 'B' on my Math test


2. graduate high school


3. Grow my hair out and donate


4. speak less, listen more


5. keep up with my blog


6. Do a DEVO every morning, even if it means taking it to scholl with me


7. Get a 'b' in Creative writing


8. Do more for my family, laundry, dishes...


9. learn how to sew


10. Drink half my body weight (in lbs) in ounces of water every day


11. actually follow my schedule for a full week before revising and giving up


12. track my BBT


13. clean my room every week


14. actually DO my homework


15. save 75$$ a month


16. give 30$$ a month to church


17. When warm weather comes, fit a daily 30 minute walk (to later turn into a jog/run) into my morning or evening schodule


18. get down to 110 and eventually 105 pounds by the end of 2009


19. take notes in school


20. not skipp class...(more then once a week ;))


21. go to church at least once a month, even though i dislike that congregation


22. go to college in the fall


23. pray wiithout ceasing (never say "amen")


24. dress more modestly, by june, since this will involve money spent


25. Actually do these things.

borderline reckless,

Devyn Karyn

So, I basically just failed my Anthropology exam.

Well, I well intellegent enough to be accepted into Dual Enrollment, and I certainly did okay on my first Philosophy exam (they haven't been returned yet, but I'd put money on a B+ if I was a betting gal) Unfortuanatly, I just finished my first exam in Anthropology, and I'm pretty sure I bombed it. We're talking nothing better then a really low C if I'm super lucky. So, yeah, today is not my day. How was yours??

-Devyn Karyn

this song is stuck in my head...

You'll Always Be My Baby lyrics
Sara Evans

There I was, ten years old
Waitin' in my room for him to come home
I just knew, he'd be so mad
Though I begged my mother not to, she told my dad.
There was no denyin' I let him down
But instead of being angry
He put his arms around me and said

In the sunlight or the rain, brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel the same way
Whatever road you may be on
Know your never too far gone,

My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you will always be my baby.

There I was twenty one
Oh I was so ashamed of what I'd done
On a country road
Parked one night
What started out so innocent
Crossed the line
There was no denying
I let God down
But instead of being angry
He let his love surround me and I heard

In the sunlight or the rain, brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel, the same way
Whatever road you may be on
Know your never too far gone
My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you will always be my baby.

There he is my little man
I'm sure he'll get in trouble every now and then
And I pray to god that when he does
I'll be just as understanding as my father was
'cause the last thing that I want to do is let him down
So instead of being angry
I'm gonna throw my arms around him and I'll say

In the sunlight or the rain, brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel the same way whatever road you may be on
Know your never too far gone
My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you'll always be my baby

be my baby

I guess somebody does read this

Like I said, I'm really never on here. I actually only logged on today because I was trying to post a comment on another blog and had to log in, which was this whole long process because I couldn't remember my password. Anyway, senior year is in full swing, and I'm possibly going a little crazy trying to keep up with everything at school, plus training for a new job, because my old one was just a terrible experience that I'd really rather not discuss. So I suppose if, when I infrequently come on here, I see a comment or two, I'll write another post, I just seem to feel better about life after I do. =) Anyway, I have to dash off, I'm going to the mall with my sister and my boyfriend, weird combination, right?? Anyway, I'll maybe get on later this week, but, no promises.

borderline reckless,

Devyn Karyn

I really should be in bed...

...or at least doing my World Culture project. I just couldn't resist. It's 11:30pm but I remember I had this little blog thing, and wanted to check it out. (okay really, I wanted to look at the "Books I Want to Read" list, to start off the upcoming Summer vacation.) Anyway, I wont lie I'm so far behind on daily devotions (like still stuck somewhere in march-ish) and on mt graduation portfolio project (due for Junior year in about a week) that I should be doing nothing else, but every other month or so I get on a kick of needing to become a better Christian, and even though I always fail to make the goals I set (most likely due to failure to pray and lack of any strong Christian friendships) I keep repeating the cycle, hoping when I get outta dodge I might be okay., because if I was really honest with myself, and everybody else, I'm clearly not okay. Anyway, I know that no one is going to read this, since it's the only post on here (I deleted every other one when I renamed the blog 5 months ago) but maybe I'll remember to keep posting, maybe I'll catch up on devotions by posting a verse every few days and maybe, just maybe, I'll find some Christian blog-friends to keep me accountable.

borderline reckless,

Devyn Karyn